knitekat: (Lester: down but not out)
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Title: Beautiful And Dangerous

Author: knitekat

Word Count: 287

Characters: James Lester

Rating: 18

Disclaimer: Primeval belongs to Impossible Pictures. Certainly not me. Writing for fun and will replace.

Warning: Angst, dark themes.

A/N: Part 11 of the Claiming series, sequel to I'm Fine and continues in Breakdown. Thanks to the wonderful Fred for the beta.



Lester wakes, gasping in a cold sweat, his sheets tangled around him. His nightmare still haunting his thoughts, Lester staggers to find his whiskey. He needs to drown out his memories with the oblivion drinking brings. Even though he knows it is only a short term remedy, he can't face lying awake all night without the warm haze the alcohol provides.

Before long, Lester slumps, motionless, in his armchair as he stares blankly out the window, the ticking of the clock the only noise in the room.

Lester only moves when his grip loosens and he drops the quarter-full bottle, hearing it smash.

On his knees, Lester reaches out to see if he can save any of the precious liquid. He draws his hand back, sucking on his sliced finger.

Staring at the piece of blood splattered glass, Lester slowly reaches out to pick it up. To stare at it as it sparkles in the dawn light.

It looks beautiful ... beautiful and dangerous.

Lester stares at it as the sunlight floods into the room, filling it with warmth though he still feels cold.

Behind him, the ticking clock grows louder with every second.

“Do it.”

“Do it.”

Lester just sits there transfixed by the sparkling glass and listening to the clock.

“Do it.”

“Do it.”

The ticking is driving him mad. He smiles grimly at that thought; madder would be more accurate.

“Do it.”

“Do it.”

Should he? Could he? It would mean freedom from the memories that haunted his thoughts and filled his dreams.

His eyes still drawn to the sunlight glittering on the blood smeared piece of glass, Lester slowly positions it against his arm.

And smiles ...

Date: 2009-09-08 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talliw.livejournal.com
Oh no.*huggles Lester*
I hope someone comes to the rescue before he slices his arm open.

Date: 2009-09-09 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Joins you in huggles Lester.
As for the second comment ... stay tuned (eg).

Date: 2009-09-08 03:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] auntypam.livejournal.com
Don't you do it James, you are made of stronger stuff than that!*hugglesJamestoo*

Date: 2009-09-09 12:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Lester certainly thought he was... as I said to TalliW, stayed tuned...

Date: 2009-09-08 07:14 am (UTC)
fififolle: (Primeval - Lester B&W)
From: [personal profile] fififolle
*now has a bit more time to read*
What the hell have you been doing to Lester??!! Oh... right. Oh that poor man. This is incredibly well done, mind. NOW MAKE IT ALL BETTER!! :D
Edited Date: 2009-09-08 07:15 am (UTC)

Date: 2009-09-09 12:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
I seem to recall a certain individual wanting to see Lester/Leek dark fic posted, I wonder who that was (whistles as points up).
Thanks for the comment.
Ouch for my poor ears, kitty kats have sensitive hearing! (g)

Date: 2009-09-09 07:05 am (UTC)
fififolle: (Chuck pout)
From: [personal profile] fififolle
Yeah, but I don't want to have *consequences*!! LOL *veg*

Date: 2009-09-09 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Ah, but there are always consequences (g).
I assume you'd like me to post the next part... (eg)

Date: 2009-09-10 07:29 am (UTC)
fififolle: (TW - owen hug)
From: [personal profile] fififolle
I was thinking YES! er..NO! um YES! wait, NO!
but on the whole, I think yes was the right option :)

Date: 2009-09-10 09:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Hope you still think so (g)

Date: 2009-09-08 09:04 am (UTC)
ext_27141: (Lester Phone)
From: [identity profile] telperion-15.livejournal.com
*hides* This is scary!

Date: 2009-09-09 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Thanks.
Tempts telperion_15 out with a cookie.

Date: 2009-09-08 09:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bella-farfalla.livejournal.com
NOOOOO! Lester don't listen to the clock, don't do it!!!

That is amazingly well written, by the way. :D

Date: 2009-09-09 12:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Thanks for the comment.
The clock comes from having so many of the things all ticking away ...

Date: 2009-09-08 10:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lukadreaming.livejournal.com
Eek, noooooo! That's one vivid and intense story.

Date: 2009-09-09 12:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm always worried that its all going to go wrong with this series.

Date: 2009-09-08 01:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] szychogirl.livejournal.com
Oh no Lester, don't do it! Nice use of the clock taunting him. Break the clock Lester!

Date: 2009-09-09 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Thanks for reading. Its not the clock's fault, honest. Poor Lester's not in a good place right now.

Date: 2009-09-08 03:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nietie.livejournal.com
Eek! Poor Lester. Don't do it! Dial Denial, please!!

Date: 2009-09-09 12:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
*pets nietie* stay tuned.

Date: 2009-09-08 05:02 pm (UTC)
fredbassett: (Default)
From: [personal profile] fredbassett
Oh noes, poor James!!!!!!!

Date: 2009-09-09 12:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
I know, I'm being mean to him again.
Thanks again for the beta.

Date: 2010-03-12 06:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tia198.livejournal.com
Woah that was dark and intense, nice fic!

Date: 2010-03-13 09:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Thanks, the whole lot went dark. Glad you enjoyed reading it and thanks for the comment.

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